My book – a breakthrough experience!

It was a beautiful day in September 2009 when I sat in this little cove in Laguna Beach. I sat there watching the waves come and go and listened to their calming sound that let me drift into a state of meditation. It felt comfort, healing, and lightness. At that time, I was in the middle of a marriage crisis, and at a point, I wanted to get rid of my old life filled with fear, self-doubt, and dependency on the goodwill of the outside world. I was confused; I didn’t know what to change and how to move on. I could not see the path in front of me, but only the one behind me and all the fears I drew into the presence. By that time, I had read many books to find back to my inner power and self-esteem and to find a way to live without fear and get the courage to stand up for myself.

A few days before, I joined a workshop with Esther and Jerry Hicks and the next day a lecture with my favorite author Wayne W. Dyer. I sat in the audience, listened to his words, and got embraced by his radiation and peaceful energy. During that time, I thought: I want to do what he does. I want to give what he gives. I want to help in a way he helps others.

On that day in September on the beach, everything seemed to be different. I was peaceful and quiet. Within this calming atmosphere, there was a flame starting to grow inside of me. All of a sudden, my inner conception simply changed. I still did not know where my path would lead. But it didn’t matter anymore whether I knew it or not. The only thing that mattered was, to feel this loving connection to myself, which said: Don’t worry, follow the voice of your soul – this feeling that feels so true inside of you – and everything will turn out right at the end. No matter how rough times may seem, if you think and act following the loving core inside you, it will have the most significant change in life which creates your world new. You are the only person that knows her way. Be patient and trust yourself, and you will always know the next step at just the right time. You don’t need to know more.

A feeling of liberation and deep faith ran through my chest and my whole body. I never felt that alive and clear about myself before. No hiding, no fear, no victim anymore – for the first time in my life, I felt free! I wanted everybody, who was struggling with themselves, to feel this liberation and the knowing that in the end, it is always up to ourselves how we choose to feel. Happiness, Love, and Peace don’t have to be temporary emotions but are conditions you have carried within you to make your life the best. It has always been there!

In Love and Light!

About the Author

Posted by

The purpose of my blog is to inspire and shine a light on the beauty and power of the wonderful being inside your body. You came into this world to share what only you can give. Remember who you really are, conquer the world the way you always wanted to, and become the blessing to us all that you were meant to be.

Categories:

Erika Kind, I'm Free

8 Comments

What a gorgeous place, it looks as though it would give plenty of inspiration, How lovely that you found the inner peace and strength to know that things were going to be ok for you. Beautiful post. 🙂

Liked by 1 person

Thank you for reading this post, Carolina. Since you know that cove you know that atmosphere which is present at the whole Californian South Coast. It has something magical. It alwas helps me to see many things clearer. That place really is a gem!

Liked by 1 person

I love this place. It is my favorite spot in the world and most romantic. Overthere I love to watch the sunset. Often dolphins appear, pelicans fly by all the time and once I saw a bluewhale.

Like

Add a Response

Your name, email address, and comment are required. We will not publish your email.

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

The following HTML tags can be used in the comment field: <a href="" title=""> <abbr title=""> <acronym title=""> <b> <blockquote cite=""> <cite> <code> <del datetime=""> <em> <i> <pre> <q cite=""> <s> <strike> <strong>

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

Pinkgbacks & Trackbacks

%d bloggers like this: