This is more or less a sequel from last week’s post to show how a perfectionist’s mind can get you in the way. A couple of weeks ago, I had this profound insight moment. You know I have published my latest book in May. I have done a lot of marketing in different areas since. As a self-publisher, this is not easy, but a lot of work. Then, aside from kind comments on the related posts, it seemed as if it was not recognized. After a while, I felt some frustration building up and I noticed that something was going wrong. This is not how I want things to be. This is not who I want to be. This is not who I am. With the distance, I looked at everything, I was not surprised that such an attitude (the book is only one outlet of that inner concept) can lead neither to satisfaction nor to health.

As you know, lately, I have gotten more and more messages from my body, my surroundings, and circumstances that the origin of my struggle is a lack of trust. When I realized that, I stepped back and said to myself:” Ok, you got lost in a maze, and now you stand in the middle of it on a plateau, finally having an overview to identify the root. The message is clear: Simply trust!” I took my book as an example of exercise. I consciously let go of the need to push and pull and find ways to make my book more popular. I sat down, closed my eyes, and eventually did what I used to do years ago: I envisioned the desired outcome as if it had already happened. I filled myself with pure gratitude and joy in the clear awareness that it will happen. It was not a mental pressure to reach the goal, but a flow of inner knowing that my feeling outwards and builds a bridge to the result. I finally remembered that all I needed to do was project the inner picture into the world outside. It is hard to explain, but I was just back in that feeling of knowing that what I felt as reality can only become my reality, and I felt that joy of already having it. A feeling so familiar that I only knew how much I missed it now that I felt it again.

Only a few days later, out of the blue, I received an email that my book got added to the catalog for the book fair in Frankfurt, Germany. They also will sell copies of my book if I agree. That moment, another layer just fell off, and I got the proof, more or less immediately, that if I trust with all my heart, the universe cannot act differently but align with its manifesting energy to what I have sent out. Realizing this, I was in tears of gratitude instantly since I understood the love that worked in the background to make me get the lesson soon. In fact, it felt like a little nudge to remind me of something I had already practiced successfully. First, I was surprised that the reply came so quickly, but the universe simply knows that I am an impatient person. That way, I do not only find back into trusting but also have more patience. I felt again that there were no limits. The only one who blocked everything was myself. I focused on there needs to be more which means “there is too little”. And that is the message that went into the sphere.

So, the experiment with the book worked out well. There is so much more that can finaly dissolve since I let go of controlling how things are supposed to work. I have lost this inner attitude piece by piece over the past years, which had demanded a lot of me. However, thanks to the immense love of the universe, I was reminded that I am not alone, always guarded and guided AND that it is important to keep up that direction – not only for myself but for everyone. I am about to head back on my track of creating the reality I wish to live in to feel more from the joy, happiness, and gratitude to share it with the world. Back to the book example: I know the book and its messages will reach those who are meant to get it. That is what matters.

Creating happens from an inner place of doubtlessness. Whatever you have no doubt about will likely become your reality. If you create from a feeling of joy, enthusiasm, and anticipation, the universe will connect with those vibes. If you create from a feeling of pressure and fear by envisioning your goal, the universe will connect with those vibes. Whatever you feel, the universe will align with exactly the same frequency of vibrations. You can ALWAYS trust this law. So, relax, enjoy creating, and let the universe manifest your inner pictures of the life you wish to be in.

See your goal and then be your goal.
See the outcome and feel the joy of it already living your reality.
Fake it til you make it.

In Love and Light

P.S.
From Wednesday on, I will be off for the rest of the week. That’s why there will only be posts until Tuesday. Have a great week.