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In Love and Light
My dear blog sister, Ritu of But I Smile Anyway, tagged me to take part in this wonderful challenge. Although, I have not even had time to go for my own regular posts this week, how could I resist a quote challenge? Most of all when invited by my sis. So thank you very much for tagging me, Ritu! Read more ›
Due to my absence I want to share a 2 part series about reincarnation with you which I published last year in November. I hope you like it:
November in Central Europe is the month we remember our deceased loved ones. November 1st therefore is a holiday. According to it the season changes: the nights are getting longer, the trees are mostly loosing their last leaves, it is getting colder and we have a lot of fog over here. I thought this would be a fitting time for such a post in order to bring a little light into this season.
Reincarnation is a very wide ranged topic and of course I don’t know all the answers. But there are segments which not only feel true to me but which are even like a knowing or kind of memory. This subject is also most present throughout my book I’m Free .
Some people say that we are reincarnating in order to get enlightened, since we are the fallen angels that have to find their way back to God. Once enlightened, they say, we don’t need to incarnate anymore. Others say, whatever we are struggling with in this life is a consequence of a former life. Another statement is, that we have to incarnate in every life form (mineral, plant, animal) before we were ready for a human experience. And also there is the statement that we have to experience everything ourselves before we don’t need to incarnate anymore. This would include being a murder, a victim, a mother, a father, a boss, a slave, suffering, bathing in money,… simply everything that can be experienced – and that’s a lot! The Buddhists say that if you behaved in a certain bad way, you have to incarnate in a lower level the next time. It means, you will be one of the poor people, born in a harder environment, or even get back to the animal state. If you behaved well then you will reach a higher level until you end Samsara (the never-ending circle of birth and death) and enter Nirvana.
I want to tell you, how I feel about reincarnation and I try to keep it simple. The reason we incarnate first and foremost is to experience our spiritual existence in a different way. We want to feel, who we are, see, who we are, and share, who we are. But most of all we want to remember who we really are. As long as we live in the non-physical realm we know about our light, we feel the love and the inexhaustible never ending energy we are. But after a while only knowing this is not sufficient anymore. We know it in theory but want to feel it. Neale Donald Walsch put it great in a workshop I joined. He said: “What is all the knowledge of sex of a use, if you cannot try it out and feel how it really is?” Arriving in this body we forget, who we really are. And throughout our physical life time we make experience over experience which gives us hints and insights. Getting such an Aha is like growing out of your shell and feeling like new-born. You think that life has just begun because you found out that what you believed before about life and yourself was a big misunderstanding. When I found out that I don’t need to accept what others want me to do, I was walking on clouds for a week.
Look at this picture: It is summer and noon time. You stand outside in the hot sun and you lighten up a candle. It is nice, yes, but the effect is pretty poor. Now think of a dark and cold winter’s night when lightning up the candle. Do you recognize the difference? Do you FEEL the difference? You are a candle and in order to remember your light, you have to see yourself surrounded by darkness. That’s the only way to experience your powerful source! That’s why we have to go through hard times in order to feel our strength and develop abilities or attitudes that are lying dormant within us. What it is you want to discover was set by you before the incarnation. (Now you get an idea why we all have different goals and purposes.) Once you have discovered a part of your light, you will never drift back to the old misunderstanding. You have not only grown happier but also a lot stronger and wiser. That’s why older people often get quiet, more tolerant, and a lot more satisfied with the small wonders in life. They see the light in themselves and in everything, they get back to the basics, and what really matters in life.
Also in a physical body we can make things visible and touchable. We ourselves can touch, smell, taste, enjoy physical comfort. We also can feel emotions like anger, greed, jealousy, rage, hate, bondage, frustration. And of course the opposite like happiness, optimism, curiosity, freedom, health, tolerance, love,, compassion, helpfulness, gratitude. And this is the reason why we choose earth. Here we are in a world of opposites. We learn out of opposites what we want and what we don’t want. We need to know what’s cold in order to appreciate the warmth. And as I said: We need to know darkness in order to cherish our own light. Duality is the important tool down her in order to learn the lessons, collect wisdom, and make the experiences we wished for,before we came into this body.
In my next post about reincarnation I will write about the mystic word “karma” which is so misused!
In Love and Light!
It is Easter Sunday, Spring is showing up more and more on the northern part of the globe, and our feelings are starting to bloom according to nature. Today I was looking for a song that meets this expression of a new beginning, of feeling ourselves in a new way, of a breakthrough within ourselves… A song that says THIS IS ME and I am perfect the way I am. From now on there is no hiding of my light but shining it out into the world. I am who I am! That’s my power, that’s my gift and whoever wants a piece: feel free to take it. Read more ›
Happiness felt, lost, and regained, has the bigger claws than never lost.
All my life I carried along so many dreams, wishes, and longings. But either I wasn’t able for some reasons to go for them, or I denied them to myself out of fear and a lack of self-esteem. Whenever finally things seemed to manifest or miraculously fall into place I was overwhelmed that I may get it, experience it, enjoy it, have it in my life although I already might have accepted the fact to never get certain things or to never get that far. When it happened the flame inside of me has become a bonfire. Read more ›
I need to share this spontaneously. Listen to this 9-year-old girl. I am taught in classic singing and I thought I was good. I even won both contests I participated. But when I hear this girl singing… She is mind-blowing!!! Read more ›
On March 16 1990 one of the closest persons to me passed away . my beloved grandfather. I just noticed that this is already 25 years ago. He died with only 62 years. I was his treasure and next to my mom his most important person in life. And so he was to me. No person ever dedicated himself ever that much to me. At least to me it felt like that. He was funny, understanding, experienced… Read more ›
Today’s song of the day I figured out differently. I went to my laptop and let it play a random song (out of my thousands)… and this one showed up! It is the perfect song for what I want to share with my blog, for the beginning spring, and for the coming up weekend. I am so happy I can post it today. I have a deep relationship to that song. I even put the lyrics into my German I’m Free. Unfortunately I wasn’t allowed to add it to my English edition. But here we go: Read more ›
When I see a rainbow
my heart is getting light.
It shows that heaven’s guidance
is permanently in sight. Read more ›
The first song I heard today was Back in time from the movie Men in Black III. Since I basically prefer original versions I break a little bit of my rules and rather share this one:
Dirty Dancing did not really do it for me. But the soundrtrack is great and this song definitely is.
Love is strange – Mickey & Sylvia
Love, love is strange
Lot of people take it for a game
Once you get it
You’ll never wanna quit (no, no)
After you’ve had it (yeah, yeah)
You’re in an awful fix
Don’t understand (no, no)
They think loving (yeah, yeah)
Is money in the hand
Your sweet loving
Is better than a kiss
When you leave me
Sweet kisses I miss
How do you call your loverboy?
Come ‘ere loverboy!!
And if he doesnt answer?
We are having another beautiful and warm spring day over here. I hope everybody is well!
Have a gorgeous day!
In Love and Light!
Today I have something very special for all of you. As I mentioned it several times when honoring the inspirations here on WordPress: I meet so many wonderful and interesting people on this platform! One of them I want to introduce today is Robert Ahanes.
Robert’s first poetry book: Sinister Witnesses published on February 20, 2014 is a reminder for everybody to think about the darker side of life and make changes in their lives. Ecstasies of everyday life makes man forget there are black holes deep into his soul he should see and comprehend. Death, fear, darkness, and horror revive them and different people symbolize them in different forms. Sinister Witnesses symbolizes them with the most emotional and symbolic language, poetry, in an entirely new way.
Robert’s latest book: Goddess In The Silence is a new approach to epic and dark poetry in as a new genre. Please watch this breathtaking book trailer. The book has been published Oct. 20! And I already have my own copy. This book combines poetry and mythical stories around the Greek mythology but with a shifted perspective.
I already announce that I will interview Robert about his books, style, and life. Until then I forward his biography:
“Robert Ahanes is a poet in his late 20s, inspired by the works of Edgar Allan Poe, and has turned his love of paranormal phenomena and fantasy into a fulfilling career. Following his previous work, Sinister Witnesses, his sophomore effort, Goddess in the Silence, is an epic ensemble of mythologically inspired dark romanticism.”
In Love and Light!
November in Central Europe is the month we remember our deceased loved ones. November 1st therefore is a holiday. According to it the season changes: the nights are getting longer, the trees are mostly loosing their last leaves, it is getting colder and we have a lot of fog over here. Since my blogger friend Rob from Weight2lose2013 inspired me to write about reincarnation, I thought this would be a fitting time for such a post in order to bring a little light into this season.
Reincarnation is a very wide ranged topic and of course I don’t know all the answers. But there are segments which not only feel true to me but which are even like a knowing or kind of memory. My book I’m Free contains this subject as well throughout the book.
Some people say that we are reincarnating in order to get enlightened, since we are the fallen angels that have to find their way back to God. Once enlightened, they say, we don’t need to incarnate anymore. Others say, whatever we are struggling with in this life is a consequence of a former life. Another statement is, that we have to incarnate in every life form (mineral, plant, animal) before we were ready for a human experience. And also there is the statement that we have to experience everything ourselves before we don’t need to incarnate anymore. This would include being a murder, a victim, a mother, a father, a boss, a slave, suffering, bathing in money,… simply everything that can be experienced – and that’s a lot! The Buddhists say that if you behaved in a certain bad way, you have to incarnate in a lower level the next time. It means, you will be one of the poor people, born in a harder environment, or even get back to the animal state. If you behaved well then you will reach a higher level until you end Samsara (the neverending circle of birth and death) and enter Nirvana.
I want to tell you, how I feel about reincarnation and I try to keep it simple. The reason we incarnate first and foremost is to experience our spiritual existence in a different way. We want to feel, who we are, see, who we are and share, who we are. But most of all we want to remember who we really are. As long as we live in the non-physical realm we know about our light, we feel the love and the inexhaustible neverending energy we are. But after a while only knowing this is not sufficient anymore. We know it in theory but want to feel it. Neale Donald Walsch put it great in a workshop I joined. He said: “What is all the knowledge of sex of a use, if you cannot try it out and feel how it really is?” Arriving in this body we forget, who we really are. And throughout our physical life time we make experience over experience which gives us hints and insights. Getting such an Aha is like growing out of your shell and feeling like new born. You think that life has just begun because you found out that what you believed before about life and yourself was a big misunderstanding. When I found out that I don’t need to accept what others want me to do, I was walking on clouds for a week.
Look at this picture: It is summer and noon time. You stand outside in the hot sun and you lighten up a candle. It is nice, yes, but the effect is pretty poor. Now think of a dark and cold winter night when lightening up the candle. Do you recognice the difference? Do you FEEL the difference? You are a candle and in order to remember your light, you have to see yourself surrounded by darkness. That’s the only way to experience your powerful source! That’s why we have to go through hard times in order to feel our strength and develop abilities or attitudes that are lying dormant within us. What it is, you want to discover was set by you before the incarnation. (Now you get an idea why we all have different goals and purposes.) Once you have discovered a part of your light, you will never drift back to the old misunderstanding. You have not only grown happier but also a lot stronger and wiser. That’s why older people often get quiet, more tolerant, and a lot more satisfied with the small wonders in life. They see the light in themselves and in everything, they get back to the basics, and what really matters in life.
Also in a physical body we can make things visible and touchable. We ourselves can touch, smell, taste, enjoy phyiscal comfort. We also can feel emotions like anger, greed, jealousy, rage, hate, bondage, frustration. And of course the opposite like happiness, optimism, couriosity, freedom, health, tolerance, love, empathy, helpfulness, gratitude. And this is the reason why we choose earth. Here we are in a world of opposites. We learn out of opposites what we want and what we don’t want. We need to know what’s cold in order to cherish the warmth. And as I said: We need to know darkness in order to cherish our own light. Duality is the important tool down her in order to learn the lessons, collect wisdom, and make the experiences we wished for, before we came into this body.
In my next post about reincarnation I will write about the mystic word “karma”, which is so misused!
If you want to share your own experiences or thoughts, feel free to comment and ask questions! I’d love to here from you!
In Love and Light!
I am so excited! Today is the day and I am gonna leave for Pasadena! Two years ago I went to the I CAN DO IT! event as a visitor to join Wayne Dyer’s lecture. This time I not only can meet all the amazing authors but most of all be an official and promoted part of the event. A small step compared to what others already made but a huge one for me!
I am not on stage (this time) but I am an officially promoted international author with book signing hours:
Sunday 10.00 – 10.30 am and 12.00 – 12.30 pm I hope to meet as many of my dear co-bloggers as possible. I really found a wonderful community over here where everybody can share what ever they have in mind or heart.
What a long way I have come since Pasadena emerged in my mind: It must have been a movie I saw once in my teenage years where they passed a signpost saying Pasadena. I don’t remember the movie at all and also don’t know if Pasadena even played a role in it. For some reason it attracted me completely and the picture of that signpost was burned in my head and heart from that moment on. It was one of my dreams to once passing a sign with Pasadena on it on the highway. When I went to California for the first time in my life in 2009, I couldn’t believe it when we unexpectedly passed the sign and it happened that I even went to Pasadena. Meanwhile Pasadena has become a new meaning for me and the signpost of my dreams might have been a reminder what life has in store for me. A dream come true in many ways – one more time! And I will keep on working on it to experience more of my fulfilled dreams until the end of days. It also is another proof that whatever dream, yearning or vision is glowing inside of you is your Soul reminding you to your inner bucket list for this incarnation. Checking this bucket list will never disappoint you but lead you to spheres inside of you which words can never express.
I can’t wait to post about my experiences and make you part of one of my greatest adventures and the next big step of my new life regarding following my voice and living my dreams! This is what life is meant to be!
There is something in this life for all us and WE CAN DO IT!
In Love and Light!
Imagine a dandelion. I guess every child that lives in an area where this flower grows has blown away the little umbrellas it develops after its blooming period. It is amazing to see these fluffy seeds drifting away with the wind and gently landing somewhere in order to become a new dandelion. Although gardeners are not happy having them in their gardens dandelions show in a very clear picture how to spread a part of themselves in order to secure the survival of their kind.
What is our purpose in life? A question I asked myself to no end, until I found out that I don’t have to search for it. The answer lies within me. I am here to manifest myself in the outside world – first with my body, than with my actions and further with what I leave for others. The way I walk through life leaves something wherever I put my foot on. Isn’t it the greatest wish of all of us, to leave something in this world in order to make ourselves an important or unforgettable part? Isn’t it the greatest fulfillment to complement the world with something only the individual hast to give?
Therefore it is so important not to be someone others want you to be. Because if you try to give something that is not part of yourself, you will get frustrated, disappointed by yourself and feel failing because you don’t meet the expectations of what you think is asked from you. You could never get it done, since you can only give away what you have. But there is not only something, there is so much you have to give – so much only you have to give. Think of musicians. Music is something that accompanies us all the time; in our happy days, at sad times, when we celebrate something. When we hear a certain song we remember episodes or chapters in our lives. Music and the people who deliver this music do a great job for us. And although there are so many musicians in the world, every single one of them has a certain style or way of making music.
It doesn’t matter what you brought into this world, whether it is the wish to heal, to build houses, to invent things, to raise kids, to save the environment, create furniture, fly an airplane, or whatever. It contains a part of you, which makes it unique and incomparable although others might also fly a plane, raise kids, heal, or build houses. Whatever you give as something you brought into this world has your unique touch and leaves your footprint in this world. If you don’t do it, it will be missing.
Show us what you carry inside. Share your abilities and passion with us. Be a role model for others and unfold your being. You not only will experience the greatest fulfillment but you will also succeed. Because you only carry inside what you are meant to give away. You intended to make yourself visible, that’s your purpose. Do it your way! In doing it your way you set something very important free: Enthusiasm, joy, passion, love. You will experience deep satisfaction and happiness combined with a peaceful mind. Because in giving your gift you let it flow on a stream of who you are. And who you are is pure love including happiness, enthusiasm, joy, passion.
Make it like a dandelion and spread your seeds. Take a deep breath and blow your spirit into the world. We live forever. And in leaving a part of our creative and loving power we can even become kind of immortal in this world of change.
In Love and Light!
What an amazing weekend lies behind me! Three days of being around the beautiful people of my publisher, talking to people at the booth, signing books, and holding two lectures about what I love most: the beauty, power and love we carry inside!
Here are some impressions of that weekend:
I feel so honored and blessed that I could be all weekend long around the beautiful Omnec Onec. She is a kind of person I have never met before in person: She is such a small person but her smile and her loving energy fills the room. She is so modest and lovable, always smiling and always interested in everything and she is holding so much wisdom. I am so happy I was part of her weekend as well. Also I joined one of her lectures. If you ever have the chance to meet this woman… grab it!
My two lectures were amazing. Although we had not that many people at the fair, the organization wished for, I had a surprising high number of people in my audience both days.
Although the weather was gorgeous outside – we had such a lousy summer – I did not mind it a bit. I am simply happy and grateful that I can add this to my memories!
In Love and Light!
I just stumbled again over these beautiful words. Charles Chaplin delivered this speech at his 70th birthday. Probably you all know it already. But every time I read it, it moves me! It goes so deep and leaves me with wet eyes all the time. So much wisdom and experience are lying in these words, reminding that we can lift the curtain of illusion in order to find the beauty, love and all the answers we have been looking for.
“As I began to love myself I found that anguish and emotional suffering are only warning signs that I was living against my own truth. Today, I know, this is AUTHENTICITY.
As I began to love myself I understood how much it can offend somebody as I try to force my desires on this person, even though I knew the time was not right and the person was not ready for it, and even though this person was me.Today I call it RESPECT.
As I began to love myself I stopped craving for a different life, and I could see that everything that surrounded me was inviting me to grow. Today I call it MATURITY.
As I began to love myself I understood that at any circumstance, I am in the right place at the right time, and everything happens at the exactly right moment, so I could be calm. Today I call it SELF-CONFIDENCE.
As I began to love myself I quit steeling my own time, and I stopped designing huge projects for the future. Today, I only do what brings me joy and happiness, things I love to do and that make my heart cheer, and I do them in my own way and in my own rhythm. Today I call it SIMPLICITY.
As I began to love myself I freed myself of anything that is no good for my health – food, people, things, situations, and everything the drew me down and away from myself. At first I called this attitude a healthy egoism. Today I know it is LOVE OF ONESELF.
As I began to love myself I quit trying to always be right, and ever since I was wrong less of the time. Today I discovered that is MODESTY.
As I began to love myself I refused to go on living in the past and worry about the future. Now, I only live for the moment, where EVERYTHING is happening. Today I live each day, day by day, and I call it FULFILLMENT“
As I began to love myself I recognized that my mind can disturb me and it can make me sick. But As I connected it to my heart, my mind became a valuable ally. Today I call this connection WISDOM OF THE HEART.
We no longer need to fear arguments, confrontations or any kind of problems with ourselves or others. Even stars collide, and out of their crashing new worlds are born. Today I know THAT IS LIFE!”
Reading this gives a feeling of coming home, a feeling so familiar of something we have always known. These words remind us to our own basics and that there is more in life than our daily struggles, and all the stress at work or in our relationships. Reading these words shifts the perspective dramatically and comforts with a knowing that everything that happens, happens in a perfect order – whenever, wherever. Nothing lasts forever downhere. This live is not intended for eternity. It is intended to give eternity a little break and enjoy a period in which we cherish time and space. A period in which we can be who we ever wanted to be. And even if we don’t bring it to satisfaction or seem to mess it up, it is not forever. Nothing can ever harm us.
Chaplin gave us a step-by-step guideline: AUTHENTICITY – RESPECT – MATURITY – SELF-CONFIDENCE – SIMPLICITY – LOVE OF ONESELF – MODESTY – FULFILLMENT – WISDOM OF THE HEART – LIFE
Being authentic leads to respect and gives you the potential to grow. Your self-confidence will increase and you will give yourself the allowance of living the way that feels good for you. In result you are developing a feeling of happiness and appreciation for yourself – a deep love. You don’t bother yourself anymore with always being right, since this is only weakening and working against this love you don’t wanna give away anymore. You are looking out for greater things, for a greater context and you won’t stress yourself out with worrying about anything in any future, or punish yourself or others for anything in the past. You understand that this would destroy the moment, destroy your health, and the love and happiness you feel. You understand that you only have this moment. And whatever shall be done in this or any other moment you will feel through the wisdom of your heart.
In being aware that we are eternal but the lifetime of this body isn’t shall fill us with the power of immortality and the motivation to live this physical lifetime to the fullest. Now we are here and have the chance to be who we always felt to be. Today we have the chance to live with all our senses. Don’t waste the time! Just live!
You have the right of living happily and loved – no matter what is going on around you in the outside world. But you have to feel this love inside of you first. No matter what happened in your life, you are a child of God and have the right to be happy and filled with love. As long as you don’t believe it, you cut yourself off from something that has always been part of you.
Don’t wait too long, don’t wait until you are 70 or if you are start right away. It is never too late to feel who you are and make this life worth living – in making it your life!
Life is supposed to be fun – if it’s not fun, it’s not life.
In Love and Light!
Yippie, another baby has arrived… Today we finished my latest song Not Anymore! I love it a lot and just uploaded it on my page Songs. I also uploaded my very first song I would do it again!
Here the are:
I Would Do It Again
Pump up the volume, check it out and enjoy :)!
In Love and Light!
I am always amazed when I look at an invention we use every day without even thinking about it. It is normal; it has been always there – for us! But at times I stop and think, what was before! What was before the telephone (or telegraph) was invented? And I am not talking about cell phones but the real beginning. What was before we had electricity? And how did someone get the idea of inventing it? What happened to make someone think of inventing electric light? How did someone get the idea of taking photos? I mean how do you get the idea of something no one knows or has seen or heard of before?
I don’t mean further developments but the pure first thought. It is fantastic how the conditions have to flow together and what has to happen in order to let a picture show up in their mind. All those people – all inventors – are purely open. They look out to the world with open eyes and an open mind. They are looking for inspiration and let it work inside of them. They are not afraid of failing but of figuring out how they can make things better or easier. All of them had a vision. They got their ideas from their daily activities. They all had an imagination of something that wasn’t there before. And then they kept up the motivation to stand tall against all doubts of everybody around! They did not give up – at times I am sure they reached their limits.
We don’t need to be inventors of pioneering developments. But we all can be inventors in our own world, in our own life. All the great pioneers shall act as proof that it is possible to create something that wasn’t there before. Do you think Joanne K. Rowling (the author of the Harry Potter series) wrote the books because she knew because it can to be realized? She did not give up sending her manuscripts to several publishers with her last money. The last one sent her a contract. And you know what happened after.
6 years ago I thought I would never even dare to stand behind my opinion. And today? After many transformation processes I published books and talk to audiences all over the world. I started believing in me, my visions, my unique task in this world, my skills, my purpose and I did not care about any doubting voices anymore. And you know what? There even where no doubting voices anymore. My thoughts changed, my mind changed, my beliefs changed, my actions changed and therefore my radiation changed. New people dropped into my life, others left it or got quiet and most of them simply changed their picture about me since I turned my face into a different direction. I had my vision and allowed myself to live that vision.
Now, ask yourself! Is there any dream or vision inside of you? Is there something you would love to learn or to bring out into the world? Is there a talent within you or a skill you would love to share with the world? If you say yes, then you have a picture within you. Then you have the most important tool for manifesting your dream: Your imagination! A picture in your mind is as realistic as the chair you are sitting on. The difference is that the projection is not touchable yet. For the universe it makes no difference whether you see it with your mind’s eyes or your physical eyes. It exists as soon as you have it in your thoughts. When you see it with the eyes of your mind it is a clear reminder that this is something you definitely can make visible – otherwise you couldn’t imagine it.
You can imagine yourself however you wish! Whatever you imagine is possible to come true. Your imagination emerges from your Soul. And the Soul is wisdom itself. Not your neighbor, your kids, your spouse, your parents, society, your boss, not even your own thoughts know what you are able to manifest in releasing the power of your imagination.
When you imagine what you would love to change or to start, then feel this amazing power and joy coming up. Drift on it and let it happen! Keep it up and you will see that all of a sudden first solutions will show up and doors will open! From that moment on, you only have to walk on. Everything else will fall into place.
If you can imagine it – you can be do or have it!
In Love and Light!
Today I feel like sharing one of my poems with you. It is one of the first poems I wrote after I dared to express my hidden Self again. Therefore it is full of forgotten and long surpressed feelings which finally found their outlet again.
This poem is also part of my book Enjoy Life! If you like this poem or know someone you’d like to share it with…. please do it!
There’s something inside me, that’s keeping me warm.
It guides me safely through darkness and storm.
When despair and weakness are coming along
This feeling encourages me to carry on.
When we look in our eyes we are telling us stories.
We feel each other’s joy and also our worries.
To touch you is as the moon kisses the sun;
The broken coin reunited to one.
No matter how far or how long we’re apart,
We are connected forever with a heavenly cord.
Knowing each other by the feeling like from a higher sphere –
It seems so familiar; has it always been there?
No beginning and no end, existing through divine lights;
That is what I see when I look in your eyes.
You can hurt me or even send me away.
It won’t change anything – my love for you will eternally stay.
And if it’s meant to be that one day we must part,
There’s always this cord from my to your heart.
In Love and Light!
In addition to my blog post from Monday I want to share a very fitting poem of my collection with you.
The following poem is part of my poem book Enjoy Life! The content is kind of my story – from darkness to light, from hiding to breaking free – from fear to conquering life! This poem also contains the basic lyrics of my song I would do it again!, which I performed at my book presentation of the German version of I’m Free
I would do it again!
I used to look back at my life and could see
Only struggles and people who were hurting me.
I gave my very best and tried hard to succeed,
Wanted some love and understanding in need.
But what did I find? Mostly trouble and pain.
I thought what I did was completely in vain.
Disappointment and sadness made me build up a wall
To find shelter behind and no sorrow at all.
But I only found darkness, felt lonely more and more.
Wasn’t able to find and walk out of the door.
The pressure got bigger, pushed me down to my knees.
When I thought I can’t make it, I felt this light breeze.
A hole in my wall where I could look through.
Saw light and heard laughter so warm and so true.
These walls I built up where no shelter at all.
Just kept me from growing, were a lie, held me small.
This hole in the wall – I finally got aware –
Was a window to my heart, let me find myself in there.
I had to go down to the most cruel, darkest ground,
To find my true beauty, my strength and inner peace beyond.
Today I look back at my life and can see
That nothing can hurt me unless I agree.
‘Cause whatever I went through made me who I am.
Thus I honestly tell you: I would do it again!
In Love and Light!
Enjoy Life! is a collection of 24 English poems referring to a variety of situations we might face during our lives. The poems show that we all have to deal with similar topics – some wanted and some unwanted. But also in the unwanted things we can always find a door out of the struggle or pain into a world not being discovered without the challenge.
Enjoy Life! is available at Amazon as an ebook and you can download it on your Kindle.
Recently I read a post by a blogger I love to follow! His writings go straight to the heart and are in total alignment with what I write about in my books. This blogger is Da Realz Talk and I would love you to take a look at his site. You will be impressed! His post inspired my new post.
What if things got different? What if I would not have met that person yesterday that kept me caught in a talk, which lead me to a hurry and as a result I was so lacking in concentration that I drove to fast and ended up with a ticket. Yes, what if? You will never know! Perhaps you would not have gotten a ticket, perhaps? Perhaps you would have been early enough to get hit by that careless truck driver a few miles further. Or countless other reality options could have shown up. You will never know!
How many people were angry to miss the subway on 9/11 to get to the WTC only to be grateful later? Retrospectively we often see what the reason was why things had to happen. But sometimes we don’t, because we simply got saved by what could have happened but never did. There are no coincidences in this perfectly organized Universe. If it is not in your plan IT WILL NOT HAPPEN! And the Universe always finds ways to bring your plan in the perfect order connected with countless other plans. Isn’t that amazing? And the great news: It will bring everything in a perfect order for you to live the life you wished for! You can force this by aligning with your plan which you feel as yearnings and dreams inside of you! Your dreams are reminders of your Soul!
Sometimes we ask ourselves why things don’t work out, why this or that we wish for so hard, does not show up. Mostly the problem is, that we don’t really believe what we say. We wish for something but inside we don’t believe that it will or can happen. For example: I wish so hard for a lovely house, but my financial situation doesn’t allow it. I wish so hard for a person on my side, but I won’t have a chance because of my age, all the lovely ones are in a relationship, I am not attractive enough… I wish so hard for a better job, but I am too afraid to quit this one.
It is not about words, it is not even about thinking positive! It is about what you are convinced inside. Thinking positive never works if it is not felt! Look at all the successful people! Look at the pioneers! They were convinced about what they were doing, about their product or about themselves. It is not what you were told as a child. Whatever anyone told you was their truth. Whatever you think about yourself will be true, and whatever you think about yourself is your decision. No one can make you think anything you are not willing. Your truth is only known and felt by you. No one can judge this but you! No one has your experiences but you! No one has your dreams, wishes and visions but you! No one lives your life but you! And no one has to bear the consequences but you! So do what you feel is right.
All that happened in the past was not in vain! All the indignities, worries, anxieties, pressure, frustration, losses were not in vain. They showed you in a clear way the opposite of what you really want. Every challenge made you develop or discover something inside of you, which you would not have discovered or developed without it. Every challenge pushed you in a direction you would not have gone without only to get closer to the point of breaking free! In order to live the life you always wished for you need to be prepared. You need to believe what you want to be or have. And therefore you have to face the challenges that make you ready for the life of your dreams.
I repeat: There are no coincidences in this perfectly organized Universe. Believe in this sentence and whatever encounters you take it as the next step into the direction of your personal fulfillment. You are so profoundly loved, that all will be done to make you finally see the power you carry within you, the shining being and creator you are, and the important role you have chosen to be part of this big whole! You are loved, you are important and I am so happy that you are playing this game with us. Because you too affect others in order to develop. Role the dice and move on! Every step leads you towards your goal – no matter where you make that step!
Be grateful for all that happened. Otherwise you wouldn’t be who you are today! Great that you are you!
In Love and Light!
After New York City we drove all the way up to Buffalo. On our way we stopped at Wappingers Falls (NY) to see Alex Grey’s exhibition at the Chapel of Sacred Mirrors. TIt was great to see at some of his breathtaking pictures live. Most of all I love his painting called One. I have a poster of it hanging in my practice room signed by the artist! One shows the permanent connection between all of us and everything but also the individuality of each being and aspect.
I apologize for the quality of the photos. We were not allowed to use flash and the illumination was poor. Also it was not always easy to get a good perspective. But anyway you will get an idea!
Take a look and enjoy but be aware that he paints very detailed!
This is CoSM
In Love and Light!